You Stop, For Just A Moment, And It Hits You
I discovered this week how pain makes me terribly weepy. LBH comes home slightly early from work and brings a box of Thai food for two with him, I burst into tears at the emotion of it all. I sit on the sofa with the fire going and my hip throbbing away and Boo comes meowing down the stairs with a sock in her mouth and presents it to me on the living room rug as a kill. I sob into her fur how much I love her and how there will never be anybody who loves her as much as I. LBH clears out the kitchen cupboards while I direct operations from a seat in the kitchen and then he vacuum's the house, goes out and picks up the Christmas booze stash and waters the two trees and again I can feel my eyeballs welling up.
I have decided that I am not going to dismiss this soppy time as simply something that will pass when the pain of my dislocated hip does. I am going to remember EXACTLY what it was that made me feel these indescribable moments of tenderness.
They are as follows.........LBH, food, kindness, time, warmth, help, Christmas and love.......
....and that face. I lifted myself off the sofa and onto the floor for a much needed change of position and she joined me. Thank you camera for being plugged into the laptop and by my side, and thank you Boo for ........um........well.....your 'Boo-ness' There's no other cat breath I'd wish to envelope me as I grasp for respite on the living room floor. No really, I jest not, I loved it........truly.
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